So, I’ve decided that I am going to try and post more, to help with my writing. I’ve been reading a book Stephen King wrote about writing. He says it’s good to practice, and I get the sense that you shouldn’t really force it either. I hope to make new posts everyday, and perhaps new pages of my stories here. And I hope to maybe start writing some new stuff. I like this website, I can make posts and then have pages of stories! 🙂
Recently, I feel like I have been going through, what seems like …. you ever have one of those really cool puzzle boxes? You know the kind that’s been handed down for centuries, some of them get it others don’t. My head has been like that for the longest time. One gigantic puzzle box, tho unlike the one handed down, there was no one to turn to for hints. My mother and father had no idea I was this way, because back in the late 70’s early 80’s things such as ADD, and other mental disorders we have now, were still new to the world. Doctor’s could only experiment with medications like Ritalin, which I remember taking and even now, I believe it may have had some kind of side effect on my memory because I don’t remember much of my childhood up until around the 9th grade.
Anyway, Lately it’s as if I finally found that small piece that moves, and then everything else just falls into place. This past week has been like that for me. I’ve finally began to understand the world around me a little more. I have been down to the library to pick up some books, Study Guides for the ACT and SAT test, some psychology books to read. I also ran into a very lovely woman named Melissa Brown, she talked to me about also going back to school, gave me a phone number of a gentleman I will call Monday.
It feels like the door to my world has finally started to open for me and I am scared that I will fuck it up. Unfortunately that’s the story of my life, every time I find something that grabs my attention, sooner of later its bound to happen when I will do or say something that just totally pisses someone off and then the work place just gets really awkward. and I end up quitting. But I am no old now to just give up anymore, I have to find something I can do for the rest of my life, because I don’t have much longer.
So over the course of the past few days, I’ve been taking some personality tests and stuff. A friend of mine gave a list of websites that offer free courses, I’ve looked into one so far just found out about a whole bunch new sites I want to test out. So tomorrow I”m gonna get up and head to The Witch’s Brew, a local coffee shop.